I met Duckie and Tenmao over a decade ago while pursuing my creative writing degree. Of the individuals in our classes and writing workshops, they were the two with whom I connected most and whose comments and criticisms were most constructive for me. Recently we discussed forming our own writing group, just the three of us, to hold each other accountable for progress on our projects. It's been less than one week, and already I've seen the immense benefit.
We each have different styles and strengths and thought processes, and just having to explain to another person what I am working on has helped solidify ideas. My memory warehouse is a labyrinth in which I have gotten lost more than once. Having their support is the proverbial fuel my creative vehicle needs to crest the next hill, and knowing they are waiting for updates and results is the tailing officer in my rearview mirror.
I knew I wasn't accomplishing as much as I could, having to answer only to myself. Facing organized goals is daunting, but will help me improve my habits and establish more solid expectations. And I didn't realize how alone I had become in my own thoughts creatively, until I had someone with whom to brainstorm. I prefer working alone so much that I had gotten to a point it was restrictive rather than conducive. Tenmao and Duckie are the inspirational rays of light through my clouds of procrastination.
I still feel all the same anxieties about communities (especially larger communities) in general, even though I know how helpful some can be. In this case, my case, it comes down to trust. I have a difficult time trusting, especially with regard to my creative ideas. I trust these writing pals of mine; I value their input. That makes all the difference.
If you're having difficulties progressing in your project(s), maybe a small community could be of value.
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